Sorry for the unannounced hiatus.
I’ve been in a really dumpy mood this week. I have so many new things on my “platter”. Haha.
It is mostly school. It is crazy how much work I will have to do. I don’t like how they all set up their schedules, so I’m going to make my own tonight.
I had to spend more money, so my bank account is practically dry. Well, to me anyways. In other words, I really need to get a job.
I’ve got sooooo much homework! I’ve been slacking major on my healthy lifestyle. :/ It sucks. I’m going to try to get it back together!
Also, I am looking into buying a stationary bike. I really want one. Elliptical’s just don’t interest me as much. Maybe one day though. I’m just tired of working with my treadmill. I need something better. What do you think?
I need a weight loss buddy!
5’4 with approximately 30 or so lbs to lose! I need someone that I can check in with and someone who will keep me motivated! I’ll do the same!
I’m tired. But I can’t sleep.
I’ve been thinking too much lately. I’ve been trying to figure out what will make me happy in life. I am currently happy, but not as happy as I know I can be. I am just not satisfied with my life right now. I am currently a 19yr old community college student who doesn’t have a job, lives with her parents, and barely has any friends.
I am literally pathetic. I’m going to school to be a marketer. Ever since I decided that I wanted that career path, I can’t help but think to myself that it is a huge mistake and that I won’t be satisfied. Yet, I can’t think of anything that’ll make me the happiest.
I want something of my own. My parents have gifted me with this amazing life. I cherish my well being. I just want my life to start. You know what I mean. I want the burden of a job, bills, and ridiculous payments. I want to experience life!
It seems like everyone I knew in high school graduated and knew exactly what they wanted out of life and out of a career. I don’t know.
I want to move out of this state and start fresh somewhere. I need something new in my life…. All I’ve known throughout it is this crappy town. Same people, same faces, samesamesame.
AHHHHH! Late nights & insomnia causes me to get inside of my brain. I feel like I’m wasting away my youth while all of you out there are experiencing the shit out of it!
I need a map, a friend, a little gas money, and a whole lot of adventure.
Hopefully,
when I start school next week I will get up super early and won’t pussyfoot around with my workouts like I have been lately. It is getting me started that takes forever. I can finish no problem.
This year, I want to complete a lot of different exercise routines. I definitely want to complete Insanity. Maybe some Turbo Fire as well. I am not to hip on p90x. I just don’t think it is for me. I really want to complete Insanity before summer. I know that much. Also, I think next month I will begin the 30 day challenge on bodyrock. I figure by that time most of the workouts will be filmed, so I won’t have to wait on a day.
This month, I will be completing the Couch to 5k program. Also, I’m almost completely done with the 30 Day Shred. It is a good workout. I just wish I would’ve eaten healthier through the process. I would’ve seen fantastic results if I had. So after I’m done with the 30ds in a few days, I need to be coming up with some of my own weight training workouts. I want to make sure that I am getting enough strength workouts in. I’ll be doing Jillian Michaels Metabolism boost for like 2 weeks or so. This month will be most Jillian.
Today, I am doing (you guessed it) 30DS Level 3, and Week 5, day 3 of C25k. I will be running for 20 minutes nonstop…holy shits. Longest run of my life. Hah, I’m sure it seems like nothing to you more experienced runners. Oh well.
I’m just so freaking excited for this year and what I’m going to do with it! I will definitely have the best body of my life. Yesterday marked the day that I have been working out straight for a month. It was great to reflect on. Honestly, I don’t think I would have made it this far without the fitblr community. The inspiration here is what keeps me going.
One more thing. I like to listen to I’ll Make a Man Out of You, from the movie Mulan before and during my workouts. What do you listen to to get you motivated?
